Maa…

I Love You Mom !!

Dear Mom,

I don’t know why I am writing this letter to you. Perhaps this is the only way through which I could let you know all those things I’d always wanted to say.

I Love You Mom. I’ve never told you but you’re my first love. For me you’re the most beautiful lady in the world. I know you love me much more than I could ever love you, I know you’re the only lady in this world who loves me more than she loves herself.

Mummy, there are times I’ve fought and argued with you. There are times when I’ve disrespected your advices and over-ruled your orders, when I’ve thought your thinking is old-fashioned and you’ve grown old. When I’ve felt you’re unable to understand my generation and time. But these are the times I’d acted foolishly, I’d forgotten that if anyone knows me and understands me completely in this world, it’s you.

Mom, I miss you a lot here in IIT. I miss you whenever I walk alone from hostel to Insti. I miss you when I get bad grades in quizzes and there’s no one to tell me that everything’s going to be alright. I miss you when I miss my classes as I wake up late in the morning. When I eat hostel food and when I wear dirty clothes.

There’s everything here mom – good facilities, caring and concerned friends and reasonably pretty girls. But there are times when I feel lonely, because you’re not in here. There’s no one here to tell me what’s right and what’s wrong. No one stops me when I go for booze or wake up late nights. No one ever says I’m idiot and worthless so sweetly as you used to say.

Please forgive me. My senseless and idiotic activities may have hurt you many times. But I didn’t mean to do that.

I know when you’re there, you miss me too. I know you still pray twice a day, and in both times you pray for me. Starting with the first ray of sun in the morning till night, you still work tirelessly for our family. I know your happiness lies in my happiness.

I am happy here mom, happier than I’ve ever been before. But I miss you.

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PS — I guess I become over-emotional during exam times.

PS — This post was written in just 15 minutes.

PS — So yeah… MAJORS are coming.

PS — This year, I am supporting Delhi Daredevils. Go Sehwag !!

PS — Doesn’t that lead singer of The Corrs look damn cute??

PS — Song of the Day: Lukka Chuppi from Rang De Basanti by A R Rahman.

PS — I love you mom.

PS — Adieu.

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